Somebody like you.

This is dedicated to my one and only, Muhd Dirshee Bin Elias.

The more I fall in love with this boy the more I want the world to know just how amazing he is.

So this is it, its long and it’s my love in words the best I can describe it. I never would have pictured myself happy after everything I’ve had to be tortured through, but I did, I found happiness in a best friend. That best friend took me to my formal and I’ve never felt more beautiful, more alive. He was the cool, attractive guy that seemed to entertain whoever and whenever. He made everybody laugh, I guess that’s what first drew me to him. We didn’t really talk much, but he never seized to amaze me. We told each other lies at the beginning, we said we were happy, we laughed and giggled alot. Time passed and as it did we got to know each other better. I never hated him before in my life. But that’s not what he thought, even though he thought I hated him but he is still there for me. He loved certain aspects of me I’ll put it that way. He liked to remind me what he liked about me occasionally. The start of our little love affair he was all about the flirting and being just how a normal guy is. But when it came down to it he was so sweet, from day one he had always been the guy that would compliment me and mean it. He said the most honest, heart felt things to me. He made falling in love with him so easy. I don’t know what it was but I had butterflies for two straight weeks I swear. Every time I saw him, every time I knew I was about to see him, speaking about him. It was like my world was completely turned upside down and yet it seemed so right. I had never felt like this before. Each lunch break he sat next to me and got to know me some more. We had so much fun together. I completely forgot about the whole world. They simply turned to me and smiled telling me that they’ve noticed I've been so much happier. The endings of a lunch break were always good. I was so nervous to talk to him I simply just said goodbye. But he quickly spun me around and pulled me towards him. He hugged me and made me laugh. He whispered something into my ear. Like always it was a compliment. He made my entire day. I really didn’t know but I was falling for this guy fast. He made me feel safe, his words felt true, he made me happy. He didnt make me feel bad for anything, I felt comfortable with him. Hugging him felt amazing. We went on our first date. He kept it simple, holding hands, cute hugs and compliments whispered in my ear. He was always so nice, so generous, so sweet. He would whisper into my ear how beautiful he thought I was, and how my smile is so gorgeous. He made me blush and smile. We all eventually went and sat down at a fast food restaurant. When there's no one, he would lean over to me and kissed me. That's how sweet my boyfriend is. It was so out of the blue and I was shocked. It was probably the best kiss I've ever had. After that everything just kept getting more amazing. I would text him all day and night. He was so cute. I would always tell him how much I liked him, sometimes I would even go to say the word love instead of like. It almost feels like fate. How do I describe him to you? He’s honest, so caring, genuine, deep, reliable, talented and beautiful inside and out. He was the boy who made me fall in love, he showed me love for the first time. I’m the girl who made him realise happiness, the girl who allowed him to finally let go, be comfortable, be himself. This is what I think love is, where people can finally be themselves, they can forget all the pain of the past and find happiness in two best friends. In a way its kind of sweet.

And I’ll continue to love this boy until my dying day, no matter what I’m by his side for eternity.

imissbabysosomuch! :(