Where is the land I come from ?

Who lives where I was born ?
Why do my memories start with a storm ?
What if I have a boyfriend somewhere?
Could there be someone there missing me ?
Tell me , why my heart is leaping inside me ?
Could this be one of those times when your feelings decide ?
Could there be new horizons to share ?
All these questions keep turning and churning and burning inside me .
What are these feelings I feel when you're here by my side ?
I need to know these answers , I need to find my way .
Seize my tomorrow , learn my yesterday .
I need to take these chances , let all my feelings show .
Can't tell what's waiting , still I need to go .
I need to know .
Why are you like this ?
It hurts alot , yes alot .