Frankly speaking , I'm just clueless to what is on your mind . Now look , if you have issues with me , why don't you just tell ? I'm fine with it , so long you're being honest . I know you're angry with me .
I've been rather emotional in school this few days . Thanks to AMJISSH , Amalina , Natasha , Jiawen , Gina , Sera etcetc for making me smile .
Although I look happy and smile to all of you , I'm still so hurt .
I can't concentrate in class , & this problem is affecting me REALLY BADLY . I tend to cry every lessons and for that I really have to thank Indah a lot . Les , thanks for being there for me ♥
Everytime if I were to bump into you , I feel very very happy but disappointed . You tend to avoid me and you don't even want to look at me . I tried my very best to be strong and be myself , but I can't take it . It's really too much .
Why are you being like this dear ?
Darling , please don't be like this already :(
I feel bad and guilty for treating you like this .

First attempt of suicide .