I wouldn't want to change a thing.

Sometimes, I just wish that I wasn't even alive in this fucking world. I don't know why. It seems that people don't really appreciate what I've done for them. I wouldn't want to change a single thing I have with me right now. By having too much burdens and problems in my life will only make my life more miserable. I really don't know why am I having all this fucking major problems every single fucking day. No one exactly knows how I feel. I totally feel like a motherfucking shit for yesterday and today. I've been ignored by the most special person in my life. Sigh. Isn't it so hurtful? I feel as if I can explode anytime. I really think that I don't deserve to live in this fucking fucking fucking world. really think so. It's like, he doesn't hear a word I say. He's mind is somewhere faraway, and I don't know how to get there. He's all or nothing, but my feelings will never change. If I could take it all back, I would've already done so earlier on. I never meant to let you down, and I'm going to turn it all around and find my way. If there's a will, there's a way. I promise. Our path was not smooth, and I'm glad that we pull it through. I just want to say that, I'm truly hurt with the way you treated me just now. :( Sigh. Please stop giving me all this problems. I'm feeling so remorseful.

I'm grateful to have you.

For all the effort you had put in to manage our life.

You are my best friend, my soulmate and my partner.

My heart is with you forever.

All the love and care you have given to me.

I have received them and made me pleased.

The path we had gone through was not smooth.

Together we had pulled it through.

Thanks for everything you had done for me.

I'll be there whenever you need me.

Forever yours.